That emotional girl.

Ptcha. <3

2005-07-29T20:51:24Z

Date tonight.

Mini golf.

<333

You other brothers can't deny.

2005-07-23T22:31:26Z

Yesterday I told Ian that I liked him.

He said he was gonna die of joy but then he wouldn't tell me whether he likes me back. He said he'd tell me another day. I'm scared. What if he doesn't like me back?

Went to Square One with Steph and bought jellybeans and earrings.

I should only by dangling ones I think because you can't see them.

I need to lose my tummy. ): It's icky. I tryed on bathing suits and ewww. Only like a bot of time untill the beach and it's time to get active.

The rock cover of Baby Got Back > original. (:

Jalepino jelly beans? xD So narsty.

I didn't spend all of my money today, *so proud*

I'm earning nice sums of money though. This makes me happy in pants. <3

Roar. Bored.

I wish he'd call me or something.

He asked me if I wanted to do something with him one day, just the two of us and maybe someone else if I wanted and when I said I wanted it to be just the two of us he was like awesome. But he says awesome to a lot of stuff. At least he's not ignoring me. (:

See what you made me do.

2005-07-22T19:04:14Z

People have been asking if we're going out.

We keep saying no.

I'm afraid that he'll get freaked out and stop talking to me.

Insecurities are seeping back into my heart. It's gonna happen like every other time.

People are getting mad at me because they think I'm getting vain or something but I don't know whether to trust the person who told me because she always seems to be the bearer of bad news and half the time I don't know if it's true.

Yesterday was rad. Went to Steph's again. Her parents had to take Milo to the vet it was sooo funny watching them get him into the carrying case. xD

What was he 23 pounds? He's just like Garfield. <333 Then she tuned my gueetar and we went rollerblading and I drove her around in a shopping cart because we're cool like that.

Yeah it's the weekend, I'm bored. No plans as of yet. My mom wants to go up to Wasaga Beach on Sunday to see what the beach is gonna be like when we go.

Blah. Driving. ):

Here's my heart, I'll let you break it.

2005-07-21T19:01:30Z

Boy: You're crushing me.

Girl: I'm crushing on you. ;)

Boy: It would be cool if you were....

Girl: What?

Boy: Oh nothing...

(: He's such a flirt. I wanted to say right there that I was in fact crushing on him but I could get it out. But yeah. I am totally happy lately, it's kind of freaky.

I went le shopping and stuff with Steph yesterday oh and sucked at DDR and yeah. ): One of my guitar strings broke and I ent anf got a new set and restrung it all by myself although now I need to get Stephy to tune it for moi.

I'm gonna miss you Steph ): I keep thinking about you be gone for three weeks and I am tres sad in le pants.

I totally need to watch Oprah tomorrow? It sounded good. xD What time is it on? 3:30?

Whatever. My mom was half an hour late picking me up today because she forgot to and then she yelled at me because when I called her I hung up because Marina was leaving and needed her phone back and my mom wasn't sure if I still needed a ride? I was like wtf? How the heck else am I supposed to get home?

My mom is being less of a health nut now. It's kind of weird. We bought ice cream today. I was wondering if this was the same person.

Anyways that's that xO

<3 Lila

Don't make a sound.

2005-07-19T22:47:58Z

Today was amazing. =D

Good part:

Boy came over and taught me to play songs on his electric guitar plus we got one on one hang out time.

Parents say if I'm dedicated enough, they'll buy me my own electric guitar.

Lots of flirting and cuteness.

Parents approve.

Mars Volta tickets came. (:

Bad part:

Friend's not talking to me.

Daphne Loves Derby show tonight, can't go.

In other news:

Konrad has a job a Tim Horton's (doughnuts!)

Reading Harry Potter like a nerd.

Learning to play Great Romances of the 20th century by Taking Back Sunday.

You play cruel jokes on my heart.

2005-07-18T23:42:30Z

'Kay. See Steph? I'll never update unless you remind me. Oh well.

Summer school exam tomorrow. ):

I hope I do good like really good because I got a 69 on my final assignment that's worth 10% of my mark? But shh don't tell my parents.

There's a boy I like. He's a real sweetheart. I've liked him since October and lately he's been super cute and flirty. He's going to teach me to play some songs on guitar.

I watched Garden state with Steph yesterday. Cute cute movie. Steph and I found the deeper emaning to it because we're just that cool and emo yo.

I went to the illScarlett show on Saturday and it was radtothemax. (:

I get to go to Wasaga Beach for 2 weeks and and it's going to be so rad and I shall be happy in the pants. But Steph won't be there, she'll be off in Europe and I won't see her for a week after that. And the trip means family bonding time and we all know how much I love that, well you might not, but now you do, I hate it.

Emo phrase of the day: Sweet kisses won't heal the tears on my wounded heart.

Advicew of the day: Don't pick your nose while jumping on a trampoline.

First Post? (:

2005-07-09T16:31:07Z

Yes yes hello. My name is Lila and I'm cooler than you.

This is just for you Steph, this lil livejournal. You'll see, I'll get lazy and end up not updating, or maybe I will. We'll just have to wait and see.

So yeah, what going on with me right now? Well my parents are being turds and not letting me go to Toronto, I'm listening to Mars Volta (heehee) and I'm trying to find something to do.
I'm totally psyched for the Mars Volta and System of a Down show September 1st. And and and for those who don't know Mississauga can be like the dullest place ever sometimes. All we've got is malls and movies, shows sometimes (awesome local bands) but yeah I'm kind sick of the malls and movies personally. My hair is magenta, or it was until it faded but I still think it looks rad.
I'm doing civics and careers in summer school which is turning out to be not so horrible after all. I have a really easy teacher and the people there aren't half bad either. They're actually really funny and it beats IB kids sometimes because they don't talk? Well some do, my lovelies do.
I need something to do. I've gone to the mall like 3 or 4 times this week. ):
I like my emo and I like it sappy. Those songs about how your heart is broken and how no one can fix and those songs that are begging for someone back just do it for me. I love sappy movies too. I can't help crying sometimes with both.
I don't know what to write about. I shouldn't have gotten livejournal since there is nothing to write about. My life is dull.